***Random Play
*Corrinne May: Beautiful Seed
*The Script: Self Titled CD, The Script
*Natalie Merchant: Leave Your Sleep, Part II
*Rosie Gaines: Closer Than Close
*Matt York: Mine
*Sophie Ellis Bextor: Read My Lips
Trying and trying to write more without any success. I am running more with a great deal of success so I should definitely write about this. I'm actually at the point where I go to bed earlier and eager to wake up at 4:30am so I can be out the door for a run at 5am. I must be insane. Maybe, maybe. I remember back in my college days when I ran various 5 and 10Ks and a few half marathons. I ran to keep the weight off and keep up with my buddies. Soon as I completed college, I no longer ran and the weight returned. I've never been thin. At my heaviest, I was 265 pounds --- not a pretty picture. Since 2000, I have managed to keep my weight between 200 and 245. It wasn't until last year that I decided that enough was enough. I lost weight down to 180. Okay, I was at 175 due to a bad flu during the Summer. It was great to be sick and lost an easy 5 pounds. Yes, it was very Romy and Michelle but I loved it. Since July, I pulled a Lindsey Lohan -- fell off the weight training wagon and gained about 8 pounds. I am now at 183 pounds. Overall, I am happy. I know I'll lose down to my goal weight of 170.
The running part has taught me a great deal. I didn't feel energetic in the early mornings if I ate a heavy dinner late at night. I realized that I had to eat more veggies and salads. I learned that I had to cook and eat more of my own meals at home. With the money I saved, I was able to buy a whole new wardrobe -- suits, pants, dressy shirts, and shoes.
Willpower. Willpower. Willpower. I need to buy Willpower in cases at Costco and store it for those days I lack it. Although I need to plan ahead and push myself so that I don't fail. The running helps a great deal because I love the added energy and way my clothes feel. I gave away all of my bigger clothes. I can't go back to bad eating habits. I've come too far. Screw the emotional eating. I'm lovin' how Fabulous looks on me!
*****CHEERS!*****
Current Music: Rosie Gaines' Closer I Want You (Inner City Blue)
Current Mood: Thrilled, Blessed, Happy, & Hungry!


