Xavierism

Late Night...

***Random Play
*Laure Marie: Drawn
*Celia Chavez: Sailor's Daughter
*Dave Yaden: Bear Me Up
*Camille Bloom: Ten Thousand Miles
*Eliza Rickman: Gild The Lily
*Nadine Zahr: Underneath The Everyday

I have so much to write about but at this moment, I simply want to share a small tidbit. I  reconnected with an old friend. I can't really even remember why we decided to no longer communicate with one another. It was over something stupid at the time but lately I've been thinking about her so I sent her a message today. It was a simple note that stated I wished her the best and if I said anything that offended or upset her, I was truly sorry. It was great to receive a response with her and we felt much the same way. If we become close again, that would be great. If not, I simply wanted her to know that I truly wished her the best in Life. Let's move on...

Rodan and I were honoured to have Atlanta Singer/songwriter Guyton Maurice stay with us while in town to perform gigs all around Phoenix and Phoenix Gay Pride. Guyton's CD is fabulous but I didn't really know how great he was till I actually witnessed his gift with my own eyes and ears. I look forward to working with Guyton in the future. He definitely needs to continue touring and branching out to the West Coast.

Rodan and I were able to slip away for a quick getaway to San Diego and Los Angeles. We always have a great time whenever we're in Cali. While in San Diego, we stayed at The Little Italy Inn. This beautiful Bed & Breakfast is blocks away from Little Italy District. We loved the spot. Our only complaint is that the rooms/beds come with Tempur-Pedic mattresses. I love a soft mattress. I felt as though I was sleeping on a hard wood floor! Next time, we'll take a Goose down Top Feather bed. Other than that, I would highly recommend this place to others. We're making plans to return soon.

We returned from trip feeling good about the memories made in San Diego and LA. Little did we know that Life would soon throw a curve ball. The day after we returned, Rodan found out that one of his best friends, Neilson, passed away. Neilson was a great guy. He was in a terrible car accident seventeen years ago that left him without the use of his legs. He needed a wheelchair to get around. Rodan says that he was in and out of hospitals for various surgeries. His body just gave out. I will always remember Neilson as being a very kind and loving soul. He will be missed.

The next day, I received word that a good friend of mine was nearing the last moments of Hospice. I spent a few hours with Jill and her family. About a month and half ago before she was placed in Hospice care, she shared stories about her children and husband. She told me that if for any reason she didn't defeat the Cancer, she wanted me to pass on the stories and messages to her family. I truly feel honoured to be one of Jill's personal Messengers. Prior to those few days, I believed that I some of the best moments of my life. I experienced Joy with my partner and good friends, Love with my Partner, and shared great conversations with God and Angels along the beaches in San Diego. Then the bad news hit. Regardless, I buckled up and realized that this was not about me but about Jill.

I cannot help but think about the time before my Father passed away. He was placed in Hospice care two days before he crossed over. I can recall sitting there helpless. My mind  suddenly wanted to race and remember the good times I shared with my Father.

My Father, Neilson, and Jill would want me to Live and Love. They now live in my Heart and Soul. As a Cancer survivor, I now Live for all those that lost their lives to Cancer. For loved ones, I continue Loving Life because I carry their passion. They all live within me so I must Live the best I can. 

Today, I let go of lost anger and gained a bit of wisdom. The person I saw in the mirror today was a slightly better image than the one of yesterday. I'd say I made the most of Today. I'll say it over and over again...I'm truly blessed.

Current Music: Camille Bloom's Empty
Current Mood: Loved & Blessed

Love What I Do...

***After the gig at Hob Nobs Coffee House, Firemen from across the street invited Celia to pose in front of their Fire truck.

Bon dia! The last two weeks have been incredible! I've gained a few clients and event planning contracts. I always feel blessed to work with various non profit organizations. I always knew that hard work and determination would pay off but it's still an incredible feeling knowing that I am making things happen. 

Dave Yaden and Celia Chavez were in Phoenix last weekend to participate as entertainers at The Phoenix Film Festival along with a few added gigs. This week, ColesWhalen and Guyton Maurice are here to spread their music.  Last night, Coles and Guyton performed a great show to a tough crowd at The Grand Avenue Tavern. By the end of the night, the patrons embraced both touring artists along with local musicians Mike Ferraro and Nate Everingham. It's always a pleasure to work with incredible musicians that have no attitudes.

I love what I do...and thankful I connect with good people. Life doesn't get better than this. Enjoy the weekend!

*****CHEERS!*****

Dave Yaden Performing at Phoenix Film Festival

Dave is smokin'!!!

Celia Chavez Performing at The Phoenix Film Festival

@CeliaChavez once again Performing at Phoenix Film Festival. on 12seconds.tv

Celia is an incredible singer/songwriter that performs with an electric guitar. She rawks!

*****CHEERS!*****

Celica Chavez & Dave Yaden Performing in Phoenix!

 

Celia Chavez and Dave Yaden will be performing a series of gigs here in Phoenix. I submitted both to showcase their talents at The Phoenix Film Festival and thrilled to annouce that both were selected. Celia will be performing at the film festival this evening from 6:45 to 8pm. Dave will be performing tomorrow at the festival from 5 to 6:15pm.

Both will be performing at Hob Nobs Coffee House in downtown Phoenix tonight at 8pm and at Caffe Boa in Tempe tomorrow evening at 10pm.

Support these incredible singer/songwriters! See ya at their gigs!

*****CHEERS!*****

Music To My Ears

***Random Play
*Morley: Seen
*Sarah MacLachlan: The Best of Sarah MacLachlan
*Corrinne May: Beautiful Seed
*Diana Winter: Escapizm
*Laura Marie: Drawn
*Patsy Moore: The Most Private Confessions of Saint Clair

I'm finally feeling better after being down with a nasty cold for the past few days. No fun. Nothing like a cold to remind one's self that one is indeed human. I was on multitasking record pace when I realized I had to slow down. It was good to actually calm down and concentrate on me. I am most proud of myself for running four miles with ease this evening. I decided to skip an evening out with friends and enjoy private time with myself.

These past few weeks have taught me a great deal about business and personal relationships. I've learned a great deal from two life coaches. I've had to analyze certain matters that I've tossed aside. I love these two life coaches. It's like having therapists for one's business life and career. Once I decided to open myself to possibilities, I felt naked & exposed. The personal criticism comes rushing through and at times I'm overwhelmed by the smallest things. Funny how I can feel the added layers of thick skin. It's helped with how I face and deal with business decisions as well as business and personal relationships.  

Thank You. A Simple Thank you goes a long way. It's a shame that so many do not feel compelled to say, "Thank You". I do my best to say Thank you to those that deserve those words. I wanted certain people to know exactly how thankful I am...so I mailed out simple cards with a few words those special few.

As for the music promotions and bookings, things are great. I am working with various talented & gifted musicians: Coles Whalen, Sarah Slaton, Michael Mattingly, KaiserCartel, Guyton Maurice, Josh Damigo, Anamieke, Nate Everingham, Mike Ferraro, Richard Maxwell, Tiff Jimber, Amber Norgaard, Dave Yaden, Shaun Barrowes, Shelley Barratt, and Just Off Turner. I will definitely be sharing details about each musician's upcoming gigs and promo spots.

Coles Whalen toured through Phoenix with her Bass player, Kim O'Hara and Sarah Slaton. Kim put a video blog of their West coast travels so I thought I'd share with you. Coles Whalen...remember the name & voice! I look forward to her return in April. 

Time to change...I feel stinky from my run. Hope each of you has a great weekend!

*****CHEERS!*****

Current Music: Morley's Possible
Current Mood: Calm

Coles Whalen & The Gals...

Amber Norgaard, Sarah Slaton, Coles Whalen, Cole's Bass Player, Kim, & Jennifer Vazquez.

***Random Play
*Guyton Maurice: 20 Questions
*Rosie Thomas: If Songs Could Be Held
*Coles Whalen: Nothing Is Too Much
*Danielia Cotton: Rare Child
*Laura Marie: Drawn
*Diana Winter: Escapizm

January 13th, 2009. Time is whizzin' on by and has no mercy. I'm reminded each and every morning while I spot a new wrinkle on my face. I'm fortunate that I have good skin but even I notice how time seems to be leaving bigger imprints all over my face. The fight is on. I gotta moisturize each and every morning. Yes, it does make a difference! 

Last week, I set up various gigs for a few amazing female singer/songwriters: Coles Whalen, Jennifer Vazquez , Sarah Slaton, and Amber Norgaard. I was proud of the feedback that my girls received. Each gained new fans and appreciation. The clear standout from this group was Coles Whalen. I've always love watching Coles audience while she performs. She knows exactly how to draw the listener into her musical world. Coles leaves you wanting more.

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AfterEllen.com Sarah Slaton and Coles Whalen were featured on AfterEllen.com. Click on the link and check out their interview with Nat and Meg.

All of these gals will be performing together for Phoenix gigs in April. More details coming soon. I am thrilled to be working with an amazing singer/songwriter out of Atlanta. It's time that he took the West coast by storm! So many great projects (music and non music related) coming up and I look forward to sharing with each of you! Thanks to all the Phoenix locals, fans and music enthusiasts that came out to support the musicians and their music. It means a great deal to me as much as it does the girls. So Thank YOU!!!

Time to get a move on. It's gonna be a busy day. I'm so blessed to do what I do.

*****CHEERS!*****

Current Music: Coles Whalen's The Getting Side
Current Mood: Cheerful

Tonight at The Paisley Violin!

I've had a great week sharing and spending time with close friend and LA's Singer/songwriter, Jennifer Vazquez. We seem to be on the same path on your journey and it's been a pleasure sharing with her. Each time she is here, it's as though we share where we've been and we take note of where we'd like to be. We check in often and make shure that the other is heading in the right direction towards our goals.

I set up local Phoenix gigs for Jennifer Vazquez, Coles Whalen, Amber Norgaard, and Sarah Slaton. Gigs at Hob Nobs Coffee House and Cash Inn Country were a great success. Tonight's gig at the The Paisley Violin will be their last performance. I am looking forward to this gig since it is being promoted as well by many on Twitter and Phoenix Friday Nights, a group of individuals that care about Phoenix Downtown Nightlife. So if you're in Phoenix, come and support a wonderful local bistro & indie musicians. Be a part of Phoenix's Downtown Love!

*****CHEERS!*****

Current Music: Diana Winter's Rain
Current Mood: Chilled & Content

Questions & Answers

Everyone needs to experience Rachelle Ferrell live.

***Random Play
*Ayo: Self titled CD, Ayo
*Danielia Cotton: Rare Child
*Sade: The Best of Sade
*Rachelle Ferrell:  Individuality (Can I Be Me?)
*Anita Baker: My Everything
*Taylor Dayne: Naked Without You

I have promised myself to blog more often. How many times have I written about doing that here in my blog? There was a time when I used to love updating at least three to four times a week. This was back during my Live Journal days. Since then, I haven't really blogged as much and it's a shame. I'm not the greatest of writers but I enjoyed sharing my thoughts and opinions on life, love, God, spirituality, faith, and music.

I thought I'd answer a few questions that I've received via email. I know that friends from LJ have heard this over and over but for those of you that have been reading my journal since I begain this site, there are things you probably don't know...so here goes?

*What's Random Play all about? I have a 6 CD/DVD player connected to my sound system. Depending on my mood, I usually have music playing while I'm here at home. Friends that come over will usually be welcomed with the music playing in the background.

*You never write about the Cancer anymore. Why is that? Yes, I am a Cancer survivor. I had to deal with Cancer of the Esophagus. Twice I had I battle this demon. I praise God, angels and Patron Saints for helping me get through the most difficult moments of my life. I wrote about the intimate details during that time but once I changed my blog over, I basically continued on and really never wrote about it here on this site. I was on LJ for about 5 years. During that time, I felt so good to write about those times. It helped me to get though rough days. I remember scrapping the bottom of the barrell and having heart to heart conversations with Death. The lesson I can give to anyone after dealing with Cancer is this: If Cancer doesn't kill you, then you're strong enough to conquer anything else that comes your way. Life is the most precious gift. I survived for a reason...and nothing is going to take me down.

*Do you miss your A&R days? Yes! I do. Those were some of the best years of my life. Cancer affected my career at that point. After I was in remission, I was made the assistant to my former assistant and my pride wouldn't allow me to return to that job. I dealt through depression for about 6 months. I was in a pity party mess. I hope to never feel the self centered selfish emotions again. I had to dig deep and allow my Faith to pick me up. Once I found the love for Life again, I realized that I had to embrace Change for the next chapter of my life.

*Why Birds? I love birds! As a child, we always had birds in the house. As a grown up, I love the feel of birds in my arms. For the most part, Umbrella cockatoos are very childlike. They demand a great deal of attention. Omar needs attention from Rodan. Kylie only allows me to love her. I'm her only source of Love. Ella, the Baby of the bunch, is a free lovin' bird. She doesn't care to be touched and pampered like the other two. She prefers to sit on one's shoulder or sit on the small perch close to us. I'll have to post a few videos of my babies. I have included my girls in a few of my 12Seconds.tv clips. I'd love to include Omar but he rather bite me. He's bitten many of my fingers, nails, and my right ear lobe. No Thank you. I'll keep my distance from that one. He worships Rodan. Rodan can do no wrong...so I won't interfere.

*What's with the Music Promotions? Simple. I began to help independent singer/songwriters and bands because I believed in their talents. Little by little, I began working with incredible local and nationwide acts. Now I help book and promote various musicians...and I love that I am able to contribute and grow with so many that I now call friends. It's always amazing to work with musicians early on and watch their careers grow. I'm blessed to work with such great talent. Oh...I do have a few gigs to promote this week. Hope to see you at one or more gigs!

I could go on and on but I wanted to share with you a few simple joys of mine. I look forward to Mass this afternoon. I have many thank you to give to God and angels. I also want to ask the heavens to watch over the Israeli troops as they enter the Gaza strip. Sad that so many innocent people are in the way. May the Terrorists be defeated so that Peace can be regained.

Time for my second cup of coffee. Wishin' each of you a beautiful Sunday!

*****Cheers!*****

Current Music: Rachelle Ferrell's I Can Explain
Current Mood: Calm & Contemplative

A Quiet Evening...

***Random Play

*Dave Yaden: Bear Me Up
*Nadine Zahr: Underneath The Everyday
*Tony Lucca: Come Around Again
*Diana Winter: Escapizm
*Keaton Simons: Can You Hear Me
*Laura Marie: Drawn

Quiet moment at home. Christmas tree and decorations are lit. All three cockatoos are asleep. Music is playing low on the house sound system. Rodan is watching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. This is a perfect time to update my blog. This year has been a year of personal discoveries. I knew that personal growth would be an end result but it's good to know that I've found steady ground. There was never a doubt...but it's good to know that I feel the emotional security.

After Father passed away last year, the grieving process was quite a challenge. I found myself evaluating my own life and personal agendas. Somewhere in between, I found myself in fear of success. I've allowed a fence of procrastination to get in the way of my goals. It's only been these last few months that I've felt able to "compete" and really challenge myself.

I'm looking forward to the New Year. New Beginnings. I'm thankful that in this harsh economy, I gained clients for events and consultant work. The music promotions and bookings are going strong. I actually have a few shows that I'm quite excited about. I'll blog about those shows in the next post.

*It's hard to sit across from a wine rack filled with great wines and not have a glass.*

Through this whole process, I have found a few social media mentors that have helped me gain confidence and momentum. Chris Brogan's blog has been very much like a social media bible. I came across his blog and spent hours reading about his moments and advice. This is one blog I highly recommend.

I've been a fan of Gary Vaynerchuk for quite some time. I knew the name but never followed through to learn about him or his business. Big mistake. His enthusiasm for life is contagious. I read his blogs, watch his videos...and I learn. This is another website that I highly recommend to other people that are starting out on their own.

I came across Michael Carrasquillo's blog while reconnecting with friend on Facebook. Michael lives in Brooklyn. He reminds me a great deal of close friend & singer/songwriter, Bronx born, Jennifer Vazquez. I love this guy's honesty and his style of writing. I appreciate his advice and opinions. He's also the reason I actually began to use my 12Seconds.tv account. There are good people all over...but those special people are worth searching for...so find your mentors and learn from the best.

"Christmas time is here..." Every time I see a poor looking Christmas tree up for sale, I can't help but think of Charlie Brown's sad theme song. I think it's sad that we cut down beautiful pine trees only to dispose of them weeks later. Bum boo bum.

During the writing of this post, I took pics of my little angles, Kylie and Ella. They're adorable. I wish they knew exactly how much I love them. Kylie and Rodan share a love/hate relationship. She loved him for two weeks and she's hated him ever since. I'm the only one she'll allow to hold and love. Love...I'm blessed to Love and be loved...by family, my partner, my birdies, and angels & patron saints.

Gotta cut this short. Time to get ready and cozy to watch Yentl. I've never watched this film...so I hope it's as good as I think it will be. I wish each of you that celebrate Christmas a beautiful holiday filled with love, love, & more love!

Current Music: Laura Marie's In Code
Current Mood: Hungry for A Snack